Monday, June 28, 2010

It seems like life has been in a zillion different directions lately. A few posts ago I mentioned that my 16 year old sister was pregnant. She was about 6 weeks along and went to an appointment with her boyfriend's mom and blacked out, so they immediately took her to her doctor and they checked the baby and everything was fine, the Dr. said they miscalculated her due date, and changed it to Nov - end of october, and that brought her up to 4 months along, she said "set up an appointment to find out the sex." as they were leaving the Dr. decided to check the heart beat, and thats when she noticed there wasn't anything. The next day she had a D&C and life is been past that for a bit now. I know how horrible it may sound to her and everyone else but it's the best that she didn't go full term, she's 16, she needs to finish high school and get herself healthy before she even thinks about anything.

Now on to me, Skyler and I are still trying to get the insurance rolling, the military sucks at giving you information on how to do things. Hopefully today we can go to DEERS and get me in the computer get our id's and maybe even get the insurance? We'll see. I just know that pushing out my appointments is starting to wear on me. I just can't stand that I can't go see my doctor without paying $200 for the appointment and $500 for bloodwork. Oh well, there must be a reason to all this madness. My last cycle was 28 days exactly!!! yay! I just hope this next one is a beautiful as that --- only of course if we are not pregnant! but since this is cycle 18 I've started to learn not to expect too much, expect it to be late and slightly get my hopes up but never fully let my heart think I'm there.

I've realized that I don't post very often on here, and I think I should, maybe I get tired of posting about not being pregnant, maybe I don't think I have much to say since we're not seeing any doctors at this point and who really wants to hear much about my "normal" life -- if you're able to even call it that.

This weekend we traveled to St. George for a family reunion, it was wonderful, the weather was perfect and we had a ton of fun. I know what does this have to do with anything right? Well in the last year everyone has gotten pregnant and has had a baby boy, that's right my dad's family is popping boys out like crazy and so is Skyler's family, we're hoping that we'll be able to say GIRL when the time comes, but a boy would be just as wonderful!! But anyway, Skyler pulled me out of the room to tell me that he finally understands how I feel when I say that too many people are getting pregnant and having babies that don't deserve them. Now I know I don't' know everything about everyone but majority of the kids born into my family are "oops babies", now I really don't like to hear people talk like that, its ridiculous, and then there are the ones that think that they have tried forever, and blah blah blah. Anyway it was nice to know that Skyler can finally see hmm it's taking quite a while, and why does everyone else just get it?

So I'm due to start next wednesday, and I will yet again start Metformin, (my stomach has been so sick the last month, I've barely been able to keep anything down, and the stuff I can get down makes me feel awful!) and I'm going to start working out again! I need to keep myself busy or I'll lose my mind!

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well!

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