Monday, August 8, 2011

Perfect.

First off, I'm so glad to see so many new followers! I'll be getting onto my computer in the a.m. to return the follow and I can't wait to get to know you guys better! I also think I've finally gotten the hang of this blogging thing, so here's to all the many posts I hope to bing you in the future!

Right now as I lay in bed, there is silence across my house, well almost, the AC is on and the baby monitor is on next to me also. But as I lay here I think of all the things I could be doing, all the things I should be doing, I mean I have a friend flying in at 8:51pm Monday night to stay a night with us before moving on to be with her sister Tuesday evening, my house is no where near how I want it to look, though to the outsider walking in or the quick visitor my house looks clean, but I know it's not, the list is never ending. Everything has it's place. But rather than get up and get to cleaning I push all that to the back of my mind and just lay and take life in. Just a year ago I was coming up on my 2 year anniversary, I was also coming up on my 10 week OB Appt, the year before that? I was about 7 months into TTC, my marriage was suffering and life wasn't right.

This year? I'm laying in bed next to my sleeping husband, things couldn't be better in our marriage, but best of all my bedroom door is open, there is a night light in the hall bathroom, a scentsy warmer in my bathroom, because just across the hall, in a room I prayed for to be filled my little girl is fast asleep. Life is perfect. I know around 6 I'll start to hear le sounds on the monitor, I'll climb out of bed and as I walk into her room I'll get a sweet smile and a warm snuggle as I pick her up. We'll make our way back to my bed and after she nurses we'll cuddle. When she wakes up a little later I'll see the beautiful smile and once again remember how perfect my life is, even if my house is a mess, my hair is wild, I have the most beautiful perfect little girl.

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