Monday, November 28, 2011

Nerves.

I didn't think I would make it to posting tonight, and it looks like it'll probably be a short one as SJ wrangles A, trying to give me a quick break. Today was Miss A's 9 month Well Child Care appointment. All the details (weight, height....) will be saved till Monday when Miss A is officially 9 months. I can't believe it's been 9 months just about. Anyway I've been debating writing this post for quite some time now. I don't want to seem so weak and crazy, but it's something I think...hope.... other people feel too. I get terrified taking Miss A to her doctor appointments knowing shots will be happening. This isn't just the night before, its the Thursday before. (Her appointments are always Mondays). I can't sleep, my stomach starts to turn with butterflies. The thought of my baby girl hurting from a shot makes me sick. (I know she needs shots, I know they will keep her healthy.) This morning on my way to her appointment, I started to get sweaty (attractive, right?), I started to want to turn around. I was alone this appointment, no SJ. This was her very first, besides her flu shot run in, that just the two of us were going. I don't know why I get so worked up. I need to find a way to stay cool. I'm calm when we get there but so anxious all the way up to walking into the office. It's crazy. I think with time and experience I'll get used to it. Anyway, I have some fun posts coming up this week which includes a guest post!

1 comment:

Infertile Mormon Mommy said...

You're not weak or crazy... you're a MOM! It's what we do, we worry. I am hoping that at some point it gets better too...

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