Thursday, November 17, 2011

PYHO: Enough Already!


I wasn't sure I'd be linking up today, actually I didn't have anything to post about, until now.
 It's 6:17 am I've been up for at least half an hour sitting on my couch waiting for Miss E to get here. Was told she would be here between 6 & 6:30 Tues-Fri, yet I haven't seen her between those times yet, the earliest she's been here is 6:45. Now that's not what I'm going at yet, see I don't mind watching her or that she's not here on time, I'm just tired. I watch her because I want to help out, but when you get down to it, I need the money. This past month or so everything has been coming up. It all started with 1 thing in July SJ's car needed $2000 put into it, all at separate places. Then SJ's side business that was bringing in about $2000 a month dropped, to maybe $80. Then last month my dryer broke which when we get one will be at least a few hundred, then I found a leak in my basement, which cost us $2000 so far to fix, thats with free labor from my brother & nearly free machines from my brother in law. Then SJ's school payments decided to start popping up, about $500 a month. I mean come on already!!! How much can we need to spend in such a short amount of time?! I don't want to need this little bit of money to help us maybe scrape by. Im ready to start beating my appliances and screaming at my house, letting things know not to break, I can't do it anymore right now. I budget so much already that there isn't room to budge. I'm so blessed to have the opportunity to stay home, we've added up daycare costs and what I would make full-time or part time and it just doesn't make sense for us. I've had enough. I just need some more answered prayers, watching Miss E was one, just a little more help, just a little less breaks. I don't know how much more I can stand. It's getting hard. I just need answered prayers, specifically directed at $. I know it's not a very deep post, I don't know what else to post about. I just really need to vent.

2 comments:

Shell said...

Sending prayers. This is such a rough time for so many people.

signingcharity said...

So sorry so much has come up. That is so hard! Praying that it gets better. Thanks so much for stopping by my blog!

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