Monday, May 14, 2012

Pressure.

I used to sleep pretty well at night, now I fall asleep at least an hour after my husband does and I wake at a random time usually between 1 & 4 and stay awake for about an hour. I just lay in bed, waiting to fall back asleep. Listening to A sleep usually.

Usually it's this hour at night that I have ideas, post ideas. If only I could remember them come morning. So I did what I thought I wouldn't do again. I added the Blogger App to my phone, again. I had it and loved it, but found myself feeling the need to try and write posts as often as I could. Trying to keep up with new ideas. So I deleted it. Figured I needed to give myself a certain amount of time to blog.

Now it's back. I've had it for about a week now. It's actually been nice. In the strange hours that I wake and have nothing to do, I can start to write posts. It's nice to see drafts start to build up on my blog. It's nice to remember what I wanted to blog about.

What I like best though, this time around I feel no pressure. No pressure to post, to try to be new & exciting. I enjoy blogging, I really do, but it's not a priority in my life. Its there if I want it, out of my mind if I don't. I still link-up occasionally, when something really tugs at me, or grabs my attention. But I mostly write about me and what I want to write about. I feel better when I write (& when I work out, which is something new I'm trying too).

Thanks for sticking by. Understanding that sometimes ya just get lost in blogging. Because I now know, who it is I want to be and I know how to get there.

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