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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Cycle Day... Somethin...

So as you can probably tell, I have lost track of the exact cycle day # it is... I'm almost positive I'm set to start next Wednesday though, so maybe around 21? Oh well, I just know that this current cycle started right on time! The last one was 28 days exactly! It was perfect, I hope that means that things are looking up for us.

We made our way to the DEERS office at HAFB yesterday and got me in the system and then signed up for Tricare Reserve Select, which I'm so excited about! I was just looking on their site and they cover everything up to IVF, I don't think we'll get that far but its nice to know that everything before then is covered! I finally feel --even more than before-- that this is our year! I may have said this before -- I know I told my Dr. this-- but even if its 11:59pm Dec 31 of this year and we get a positive a nice 2 liner, I'll be ecstatic!! This is cycle 18 like I have mentioned before, and its starting to get harder, yet its getting easier for me to say, "okay so it didn't work this time around but we're one cycle closer to it!" I'm just so excited to schedule my appointments and get going on all of this! Let's just hope that this insurance takes the 2 weeks that it says it does to become enrolled and what not, though Skyler & I did fax it in instead of mail it in so maybe it'll even happen before then! All I know is that I'm going to call and schedule appointments most likely tomorrow! I can't wait!!

Hope everyone is doing well!

Monday, June 28, 2010

It seems like life has been in a zillion different directions lately. A few posts ago I mentioned that my 16 year old sister was pregnant. She was about 6 weeks along and went to an appointment with her boyfriend's mom and blacked out, so they immediately took her to her doctor and they checked the baby and everything was fine, the Dr. said they miscalculated her due date, and changed it to Nov - end of october, and that brought her up to 4 months along, she said "set up an appointment to find out the sex." as they were leaving the Dr. decided to check the heart beat, and thats when she noticed there wasn't anything. The next day she had a D&C and life is been past that for a bit now. I know how horrible it may sound to her and everyone else but it's the best that she didn't go full term, she's 16, she needs to finish high school and get herself healthy before she even thinks about anything.

Now on to me, Skyler and I are still trying to get the insurance rolling, the military sucks at giving you information on how to do things. Hopefully today we can go to DEERS and get me in the computer get our id's and maybe even get the insurance? We'll see. I just know that pushing out my appointments is starting to wear on me. I just can't stand that I can't go see my doctor without paying $200 for the appointment and $500 for bloodwork. Oh well, there must be a reason to all this madness. My last cycle was 28 days exactly!!! yay! I just hope this next one is a beautiful as that --- only of course if we are not pregnant! but since this is cycle 18 I've started to learn not to expect too much, expect it to be late and slightly get my hopes up but never fully let my heart think I'm there.

I've realized that I don't post very often on here, and I think I should, maybe I get tired of posting about not being pregnant, maybe I don't think I have much to say since we're not seeing any doctors at this point and who really wants to hear much about my "normal" life -- if you're able to even call it that.

This weekend we traveled to St. George for a family reunion, it was wonderful, the weather was perfect and we had a ton of fun. I know what does this have to do with anything right? Well in the last year everyone has gotten pregnant and has had a baby boy, that's right my dad's family is popping boys out like crazy and so is Skyler's family, we're hoping that we'll be able to say GIRL when the time comes, but a boy would be just as wonderful!! But anyway, Skyler pulled me out of the room to tell me that he finally understands how I feel when I say that too many people are getting pregnant and having babies that don't deserve them. Now I know I don't' know everything about everyone but majority of the kids born into my family are "oops babies", now I really don't like to hear people talk like that, its ridiculous, and then there are the ones that think that they have tried forever, and blah blah blah. Anyway it was nice to know that Skyler can finally see hmm it's taking quite a while, and why does everyone else just get it?

So I'm due to start next wednesday, and I will yet again start Metformin, (my stomach has been so sick the last month, I've barely been able to keep anything down, and the stuff I can get down makes me feel awful!) and I'm going to start working out again! I need to keep myself busy or I'll lose my mind!

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Cycle day... Ummm 14! (Had to check the phone's calendar for that!) So let's start! I started trying to take the metformin again this cycle and it still makes me sick if I even think about taking more than one! I have my appointment on June 7th, but I'm having to rescheduel that to make sure TriCare is up and running! I'm worried what the Dr. will say, I'm trying though, I just can't function if I'm up holding on to the toilet all night, or wanting to die all day. -- I work at an in home daycare, and have at least 8 kids under 5 a day, and there is no way I can feel even the tiny bit awful while I'm here or the kids would eat me alive!!--

Never finished this post but its at least a brief idea of what was going on that day.

Monday, May 17, 2010

A beautiful monday! Besides being called into work, early to cover the other girls shift! Today is CD4, its great to finally be nearly cramp free! I'm going to start taking the metformin again today, only 1 pill each day this week though so I can get my body used to it! I'm excited for this cycle, I have high hopes that this could be the one! (If not next time, I just know its getting close!) Skyler should be signed in this week, and we'll have insurance! Yay!

Now to vent a little! My honey's family is being ridiculous! They are making up lies about skyler and then his older sister of course tried to smooth it over to save herself because she said somethin too! Well he eventually called her and let her tell her side and he said he felt that she said something and he's still hurt and she told him " sounds like someone is poisoning you" WTH?! Who says that?! Grr... Oh well her loss!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

So my period ended up starting Friday which for a change didn't bother me at all! It was nice to know my body is still working fairly well. The cramps were ridiculous though!! I'm glad that part is over... Today is now CD3, which is a step closer to us getting pregnant! We'll be getting our future little one's crib soon! (My brother's little boy has a bed now so we get the crib!!) I can't wait to start putting it together, I know we aren't pregnant and who knows how long it'll take but when it does happen I want our baby to have a beautiful nursery to call their own. Not sure if I posted that my honey lost his job, well we're still looking and we should be back into the military this week so we'll at least have insurance then I want to make an appointment to ask about these horrific cramps I experience! How's everyone else doing? I'll try to get on my computer later and leave some comments, I'm trying to do better at the blogging thing,it'll be a way to journal my thoughts and feelings as we take the bumpy LONG road to having a baby!
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